Ok, so I'm only ten days into this blogging daily thing that I'm doing for October, and let's say it's a doozie. It is turning my mind into mush. It is a mush of flowing, creative thoughts combined with a complete vast wasteland of direction. Sure, I have ideas, I have a ton. There are so many of them that I can't focus on one long enough to turn it into anything special. I've thought about making a list so I can take each idea at a time and think about it, process it, and put it together. That hasn't happened yet.
Not only are the ideas a big pile of spaghetti, but the pictures are lacking interest as well. One thing I've enjoyed about blogging is taking the appropriate pictures, but I'm losing steam there as well. Proof: see the pictures below of me in the guest bathroom and at the computer desk. Wow, the footage is unparalleled.
So what now? Do I blog about the boring stuff? Do I continue to ramble on like nothing is strange about blogging every day for a month? No, I'm leaning in the struggle. I'm embracing the awkwardness. I'm figuring it out. Heck, I'll probably make a list and work from there. Making lists is the all time best way to work through anything that feels daunting or overwhelming or (in this case) confusing. Have too much to do? Make a list. Need to buy groceries? Make a list. Don't know where to start? Make a list.
Instead of forging all these ideas into one crazy, messy, blog post, I'm going to slow it down, lean into my thoughts, and take this thing one bite at a time. Most of my thoughts revolve around enjoying my time with my kids and several thoughts about myself. I want to share more about being authentic, my Whole30 experience, on giving the wrong perception, and constantly thinking about evolving. Any thoughts or words or encouragement is welcomed.
Again, thank you for reading and following along.